Random thoughts

OK OK OK...The little dude is hanging on til the very last day hehe..

So, this was my weekend.
Friday: Well, my girly had signs of going into labor...her MAIN doctor said she was dilated 4 centimeters which is great bacause that would mean she is at least a quarter of where she needs to be...but when we went to the trioge (sp?) they said she was only 2centimetersbut she's getting there, her contractions haven't got that strong either but she's getting them. Man, I can't explain how anxious I am to meet him, Zariah is a different story, poor thing she is so uncomfortable and heartburn is REALLY bad so anxious is really an understatement for her, and she is SO excited to meet him too!
It is truley exciting!

I know this is kinda off subject, BUT it's been on my mind...

I don't understand how people can abandon their kids, not saying I am this perfect person but I feel SOOOO much love for this new person in my life and I haven't even met him yet. I just don't understand. I am so excited to be a Father/Mentor/Friend/Role Model etc etc for him. I realize being a Father has it's challenges but man, how could somebody be so selfish and leave their kids/kid? Doesn't make any sense to me what so ever. I also understand everybody is in a different situation but really.. ya know?

I ton of things have been on my mind these last couple of months...I want to be the best man I could possibly be for my little man and my family, I have so much abition already but man these past couple of months it has multiplyed ten fold...I want to BE THE BEST! Like my parents were/are for me...They have instilled great things in me, have given me the best life anyone could ever ask for, been there when I was at the lowest in my life to pick me up and been there cheering me on my whole life, and they are stil there for me in every way possible, I can'y even type all the great and wonderful things these people have done for me. I want to love them and be there for my kid like they were there for me...whew! So ya that is what has been on my mind.


So I am off Tuesday-Thursday, hopefully the little man will be here I will def keep you updated.

-Salud to this new journey in my life!
Carlitos

The baby is coming!!!

Any day now...tick tock tick tock...the baby is coming!!! I think we are going with the name Dominic Jacob Duran AKA: D.J Duran!! Lovin it like Micky Deez!

Friday is here!

What a fast day! It is zooming by for me...zoom zoom! Been @ work since 8 this morning though, whoa nelly! Won't get off til 1 in the am tonight after O-PM, all good baby! I love my job so much I wouldn't even call it work, ja know?!!!! I get a little break before I head out to the club so it's def nice, I am actually going to roll with Z to a post production party, she was in a movie, she did great I am sure. She got killed in the movie with a very cool part, I can't wait to see it! Well, not see her die, but see her kick some ass in the movie..lol. (even though she's the one who got her ass kicked, er ya..)

So busy at the house, getting the spare bedroom ready for my lil dude, after seeing all his stuff in it, it was really cool and heart warming to say the least, hard to believe that I made a little me..I can;t wait to meet him!

This weekend we are planning to hang with Z's two bothers (Greg and Pat) and her sis (Theresa) to celebrate Pat's B-day, probably hitting up PAPADEAX's mmm yummy! That's about it yo! I'll try to check in over the weekend, DAT MY WORD!!

BADboy 4 life!
CArloS D-Z for sheezy~